A Blessing In Tears

The disappointment, 

A pain in disguise,

A blessing in tears,

He took away my happiness,

I was indeed hurting,

Without I realizing,

Happiness are felt when I put my mind into it,

Happiness is optional,

Happiness is just a state of mind,

I believe all the pains are meant for my growth,

And if I don't learn from it,

Then I'm not a human enough

for not carry my responsibility,

I'll keep running,

Looking for my eternal peace,

I know it is somewhere,

In a place that I yet not discover,

How much pain is the worst,

How much is too much, 

How many blessings that I forgot to count,

Am I broken enough to complain,

Is whining a sin?

If I whine who gonna listen,

If He listens does my path change?

If my path changed am I become happier?

If I'm happier won't I complaint?

If I never complaint anymore do my life complete?

Still looking, I don't know the answer,

Life is mystery,

Pain in disguise.