The Writing Doctor

So, basically in my current relationship, I always am the more expressive side. Well, I write about him in my "love book",  hopeless romantic, Lol. I tell all my friends about him, I post his photos and what not. And somehow I feel like I'm being too much because he in the other hand never post anything about me on his social media. But, he actually introduce me to his best friends, friends and acquaintances in real life. I guess that's much better. So, because of our differences, sometimes I have a thought like "is he really loves me as much as I do or  can he really reciprocate my overflowing amount of love" because obviously I won't settle for less. I mean who should?  But, in reality, that's actually how we both differ from each other. We may have the same amount of love, but we express or portray it in a very different way. I remember back then, he told me that he is a practical guy, who walks his talk. I wasn't really understand...

Hello everyone, it's crazy how many things change within a year. 2018, definitely the most interesting yet tough year of mine. Tahun ni I met my soulmate, and tahun ni juga I lost my dad. 23rd October 2018, arwah abah pergi, setelah beberapa bulan suffer kanser usus. Terkilan sebab Fara duduk jauh dari keluarga, so nak balik memang susah. Tapi Alhamdulillah, Allah mudahkan urusan arwah pergi, time arwah tengah tidur. Syukur sebab sakit dia kat dunia ni dah berakhir. Walaupun Fara masih tak dapat terima pemergian arwah, tapi Fara cuba redha jugak terima ketentuan ni. Wallahi, bila kehilangan ibu bapa sendiri ni, Fara rasa macam sakit2 lain, patah hati, sakit putus cinta apa semua tu sangat lah overrated. Hanya orang yang pernah alami nya saja yang tau macam mana rasa emptiness yang takkan dapat diisi oleh sesiapa yang lain. Kalau putus cinta, bila2 masa boleh cari pengganti, walaupun pada awalnya of course la sakit. And bila berpisah dalam cinta ni, orang kata adalah satu bent...